lost again

till this very day, sharen realizes dat she's still stuck in her depression rut..
she painfully realizes dat she still misses greatly the things that she lost..
her friends, after work suppers, jb trips, off day meetups.

putting on a brave front was never easy
and it never got better
she could easily get the whole world fooled
but the only person she couldn't lie to is herself

depression seems to be getting worse
having sleepless nights recently
feeling so ever tired
losing appetite too
dunno wats wrong again

exams are approaching
she needs to get her work done
she needs to get on her own feet

and she badly needs a break.