Love is when . . .

u cant sleep cos u cant stop thinkin' abt them

u cant talk cos u're afraid of saying smethg stupid

u barely move cos u're scared to do smethg dumb

u stare at the phone for hours hoping dat they'll call

the only thing dat can make u feel better is their smile

ppl can say anything to u or abt u & u just dun care

u get online & sit there for hours & wait for dat annoying sound so u can finally talk to them

u find someone dat u can tell everythin' & u're sure they wont make fun of u

u can just wake up, have makeup runnin' down ur face from crying & they'll still say u're beautiful

they would do anything to see u smile

every song reminds u of them

i needa wardrobe expansion!

been trying to repack my wardrobe.. seems like there's a whole lot of mess. and i actually discovered dat i have accumulated an astonishing figure of ard 40 levi's bottoms (not including those i have given out) over the years.. its badly in need of space man.. how i wish i can have a walk-in closet.. haha.. =p

been gorging myself with lots of good food for e past week.. wonder if it had contributed to any weight gain..

10 aug (sun)
supper at cuppage : prata n maggie goreng

11 aug (mon)
dinner at swensen's : chicken sandwich n ice cream

12 aug (tue)
home cooked food for supper

13 aug (wed)
supper at pasir ris park : seafood platter n grilled cheese scallops

14 aug (thu)
supper at amk :barbecued seafood

15 aug (fri)
home cooked dinner

16 aug (sat)
dinner at mr bean: cabonara pasta, seafood platter, mushroom soup n garden salad
(omg, it seems so much..)

17 aug (sun)
steamboat dinner at home..


till right now, i still feel so bloated even though dinner has ended more than 2 hrs ago..
gotta shower now n den it's reading time..

dream cars

i'm dreaming once again..

think suzuki swift is rather cool..
i'm aiming for it..




though i still think this is the ultimately cool one..



just that a volkswagen seems too far-fetched for now..

Clearly Confused

I can't think straight.
I can't think clear.
I just can't find the words to express my thoughts anymore.

All i know is that whenever i try to put on a brave front, i'm actually shaking all inside.

When emotions outweigh rationality, i find myself slipping into my world of self-denial once again.

Our Weekly Affair

headed down to dbl O again yesterday..
this time round with joe, mx, alicia n shihui.
all of them waited for me to knock off from work.
had mac's at lucky plaza before heading down..

had a camwhoring session while we were there.
all of us got high at e wrong moment.. only when e party was abt to end..
well, here's some of the photos that we took..



the regulars

You ask me if I love you
and I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
in what you say or do
I'm only just beginning
to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
the honesty's too much
and I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you till I die
till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all it's strategy
leaves me battling with my pride
But through all the insecurity
some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
the honesty's too much
and I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you till I die
till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

Lyrics from "Sometimes when we touch"

new haircut

i've cut my hair..
now it feels so short..
just when i want to keep it long..

lame but funny

had this conversation with rosmen this morning.. find it lame but funny.

Me: This pair of heels is giving me a backache.
Ros: Really? Which part is aching?
Me: My lower back muscles. I can feel the strain. I never had this kind of feeling before.
Ros: Never had this kind of feeling before.. Are you in love?

and then we couldn't stop laughing...

I've been busy!

Okay, a rather happening week indeed.

30 Jul (Wed)
went dbl O with joe, mx+gf, sam n annie..
part of the reason we went was bcos it was annie's last dae.. the other part is simply bcos we're becoming clubbing addicts.. hee..
anyway, it was a nice combi and all of us got a little crazy..

31 Jul (Thu)
missed out on sample sale due to the late night
partying.. had meeting at 9am.. barely slept for 3 hrs.. went kbox after work.. was jeremy's n pauline's last dae.. left at 4am..


1 Aug (Fri)
had another meeting (more like beauty pageant) at 8.45am.. again i slept for barely 3 hrs..
supper after work and it was another late night out again..

2 Aug (Sat)
finally i got my 8 hrs of sleep.. but still it wasn't enough.. it was a boring day at work and we camwhored at shop.. went to have bk with joe n mx after work.. couldn't decide on where to go but somehow we ended up at dbl O again.. twice a week there.. OMG! it was an impromptu decision and i was way too casually dressed.. luckily i was allowed to enter with my black flops..
we left there at 4am.. and thank god i managed to get into bed just right before mummy woke up..









my sleeping pattern has become so erratic over the past few weeks. with barely 3 hrs of sleep on most days, i'm incurring a sleep debt where i just cant seem to pay back.. beginning to feel the inability to concentrate and malfunctioning of my brain.. how i wish there's more than 24 hrs a day..