Thursday, November 27, 2008

truth hurts

knowing the awful truth can be so unbearable
there are times when i just want to run away and hide
away from the surroundings
away from people
away from everything

i'm running out of ways to make myself feel better
and i'm feeling painfully exhausted

i tried to seek comfort in retail therapy but i failed
i tried to numb myself with those exhausting hours of work and school but i failed
i tried harbouring those negative thoughts of you, which perhaps could make me feel better by hating you, but i failed

i hope i can just cry and the whole thing will be over..
but sadly i didn't even shed a tear

i had contemplated and wanted to take up a challenge but time wasn't in my favour

i think i need a break.. a getaway from everything..
when all else fails, drop everything and go..

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